unknown

I felt something that even myself didn't know why..
I've ended up my days with nothing
Nothing to say, nothing to do..
I dont know why should i exist.
Abandoned..Alone..Neglected..Alone..Rejected..Trash..
But there's someone who knows exactly how i feel?
Is there someone who can understand?
No one else know how it feels when someone turns you down.
No one else know how it sucks to be me right now.
Each place brought me into a place of nowhere.
As i waste every tear everytime i looked forward into the reality that i have nothing.
Too useless to stay, too hard to quit..is there enough reaon for me to hold on?
My mind my was stuck inside my heart..
Wise decisions tears apart..
For i am too deaf to listen, too blind to see..too paranoid to feel..
That there's no other person lonelier than me.