"CONFESSIONS"

One of the reasons why people get so sentimental its because memories are the only thing that don't change while everybody else does. There are things in life that you can't hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it. Sometimes destiny isn't always good,it becomes playful. When you met someone, you learned to love.You thought it was destiny who made your paths cross. But what if making your paths cross is just the part of the game that the playful destiny create?Making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay. But only destined to you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen. Its not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love. Some might think its just an excuse, some may blame you, some may be mad at you. what they dont see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who deserve to be hurt, especially  when you can't actually state the reason why you have to leave. You can never owned somethng that was never yours, so let's just stop gripping on thing we expect to last forever. Nothing last forever, forever is a lie.Everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hand, put in mind that its just borrowed, so that  someday when its gone it wont take eternity just to let it go. When your feeling gets strong for someone its always wise to stop for a while and give you heart - a time to breath, a time to use our mind, to weigh the situation, based on reason not on emotion, because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love, while the other want nothing, more than friendship. Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can be an illusion. There are times when i wish that i was limited to certain emotion, so that i'll never have experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed and never get fragile heart broken. But the same means that i'll never know how it feels to be loved and be love in return. The thought of it kinda scares me to have a heart that's whole but numb or a heart that's broken but real.  Someday, we'll all be looking back to those days that we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight. maybe when the time comes, we'll all be laughing at our old dumb selves, realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things, we knew we weren't really meant for us. But i guess, learning takes time. and mistakes makes our journey fun.