"Revelations"

I felt something that even myself didn't know why.
I've ended up my days with nothing.Nothing to say, nothing to do
I dont even know why i should exist..Abandoned...Alone...Neglected..Alone..Trash..
But is there someone who knows exactly what i feel? is there someone who can understand?
No one else know how it feels when someone turns you down.
No one else know how it sucks to  be me right now. Each step brought me into the place of nowhere.
As i waste every tear, evrytime i looked forward into the reality that i have nothing.
Too useless to stay..Too hard to quit..Is there enough reason for me to hold on?
My mind is stuck inside my heart..Wise decisions tears me apart.
For i am too deaf to listen.
Too blind to see.
Too paranoid to feel..
Coz that there's no other person lonelier than me.