"Farewell letter"

       We have so many memories that we both shared. Between those days that we've created beautiful or even sad moments still treasured on my mind. But for now, i decided to throw away all those things that reminds me of you. They said, "If you love someone unreasonably, you cant also find reasonable ways in how to forget that someone.." But for me, i've created reasonable ways on how i have to forget you.
       You hurt me... You back stabbed me..You murdered my heart.. You've brain washed my head. You make me blind. And left me paralized. Now, im healing. healing on my own. Im doing my best just to fix those things that you broke.You no longer the reason of my hapiness since you left on that door. Since you said goodbye,since you gave me proofs that you don't deserve my love. The point is you lost me..
       And its kinda hurt for i've shared my whole life with you. I've wasted my time, my effort, patience, love for a person who didnt deserve it. You dont deserve it coz if you do, you wont find enough reason to hurt me. You wont have he guts to look for someone which is opposite to my personality. You had me.. I had you..Yet you let me go.
       Dont worry, coz for the mmoment you left me, ive forgive you already. ive forgave those people behind your lies. Though you never really stated the reason why you left me. but its ok,. Youre not meant for me. As the bible said," If you lose someone, maybe god need him." and thats the reason,the main reason why i should let you go.
      You deserve someone. someone who requires youre standards. And i also deserve someone much better than you. But one thing i know thats for sure. Ive let you go without asking reasons for i know that its kinda worth sacrificing. Though ive told you before that your worth fighting for, but fighting without valid reason is a stupid thing for me. If youre the one who pushes me away from you.
      Ive let you go with a peace of mind. Bury the memories that we left behind..Though ive learned something from you but i know you've learned much more from me. And that's my purpose why i came into your life.To make something changes.. To create smile..For you to realize that once  in your life..Kyndra leaves you an unerasable mark in your heart and in your mind.